Cookie Break

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I have no idea, why in the world, I titled this Cookie Break.

The thing came to mind, while I was unfolding this small table and chair that I’m currently sitting in, decorated by Snoopy looking at a bunch of Oreos and thinking “Cookie Break!”

It’s a table and chair meant for my 2-year old nephew, but I think I feel most comfortable writing by using it.

And as I get through typing the lines you’ve just read, I think I quite figured out why I’m being final with calling this entry, “Cookie Break”…

After so much that has happened since my last entry, this is the only time that I can write with my mind entirely focused on what I’m about to share..!

I hope it won’t be so long that it’d bore you, dear Reader. I’m writing this, as most of my entries are, completely impromptu! So for all the rough edges of this piece, I sincerely apologize!

What started out as a quite intense day of activities and a big chunk of necessary out-of-pocket expenses towards a family visit I had fears about, turned out to be quite the healing trip for me.

In all the craziness, that I cannot even began to enumerate here I believe that by listening to the people that invited us over.

Listening to other people’s stories that they have to tell…even by simply, listening- quieting down your own worries that clog your heart and mind, and opening your thoughts-you suddenly get a break from the struggles that feel as if they aren’t going to end.

The lyrics of EXO’s Lucky One “너와 나의 평행선”| “The parallel lines that are you and me” somehow makes a deeper impression to me now.

In our darkest times we feel as if we’re alone and no one can ever understand the pain we’re going through.

But maybe, in all the differences of our stories, there are some common points. Points that make the difference for us to keep going on and/or to be thankful for having gone through what we’ve been through.

Stories that make us go, “wow, he/she went through all that? And he’s/she’s still here? All good? Maybe I can make it too..”

Stories that make us go, “I didn’t know he/she had to endure all that. I didn’t know that he’s/she’s like that. Maybe I’ve been looking at all of this in the wrong way, as well…”

Or maybe stories that are so strikingly similar as our stories of our past, that now, we’re the ones meant to help others get through theirs.

Maybe we’re all not that different. And that we’re like two parallel lines, unique as who we are, but striving towards the same hopes of a better future.

I suddenly remembered this quote from a video I watched many times before:

This world isn’t perfect. This means it isn’t perfectly good: but it isn’t perfectly bad, either.The ease comes with hardship. Shift focus of what you see, and your experience of this life will change.

-Yasmin Mogahed

I guess that quote perfectly sums up my thoughts for this evening.

And from the little I could share here, I hope you find the cookie break you needed and the strength to push forward again. Hope a little rambling from a little tree can become that cookie that energizes someone out there!

 

G.T. (Growing Tree)