The more life l…

The more life looks to God who is the Ever-Living and Self-Subsistent One, and the more belief becomes the life and spirit of life, the more it becomes perpetual and produces enduring fruits. It also becomes so elevated that it receives the manifestation of eternity; it no longer looks to the brevity or length of a lifetime.

The Flashes by Said Nursi ( 325 )

(shared to me for this day by a good online friend and brother in faith)


COUNTDOWN| Birthday & Yolanda | Thoughts of An Ahjumma

–written last night, Nov. 7 a few hours before midnight. Grammar naziz beware!! A lot of grammatical errors in here~


Tick, tock, tick, tock…

As I write this, seconds pass in more than any speed we can ask for…Two events are about to pass, each with an impact that will affect lives. Make the wrong choices, believe in the wrong things and the outcomes will be disastrous!

Those two events (one on a personal note, and the other of a social impact) are my birthday and the imminent landfall of Super Typhoon Yolanda. ST Yolanda has just been reported to have dangerously gained strength to be a Category 5 typhoon- the largest in the world, they say.

No matter how much one prepares, on can only be hopeful to survive the disasters. The gravely affected would be my fellow Filipinos in Bohol and Cebu who were recently hit by a 6.2 magnitude quake and a tornado. One can only prepare to the extent one has been given with…but above all, the best one can do is pray.

Uncertainty weighs heavily in human life. No one deserves to boast in any case for no matter how much one accumulates, none can ever prepare fully for the inevitable events. Typhoons, earthquakes and tornadoes are just few of the examples of this truth. The passing of one’s life- the inevitable drawing closer of any person towards Death is the biggest example of the inevitable…and one that nobody can ever prepare for.

Many lives were lost in the recently passed calamities and it is expected that there will be (little, hopefully) lives gravely affected with ST Yolanda’s coming; lives people who came from different walks of life, but nonetheless…were or are people like me who never expected to end their journey anytime soon.

(Icebreaker!  I may be passed the age, but still a very cool and timely song,  YUI Thank You My Teens with lyrics here)

I am no longer a teen, and soon another year in adulthood will come to pass. Anytime, anywhere could be my destined end. I cannot do anything about it. Many people try to hide from the fact of aging, but I believe it is a truth that one can never run from. But I guess I understand why they do despite the fact that eventually life here on earth will soon come to an end.

I guess it’s because as each year passes in our life we it most difficult to face the questions of

“How did I live my life?”

“Have I lived with true purpose?”

“Where have I gone? Where am I going?”

“What person should I have been? What type of person do I truly need to become?”

(Ice breaker again! Another  YUI- Life with lyrics here)

I look at myself now and ask these questions. And they only get bigger and bigger.

“The past is as important as the present is also important as the future. The past will guide your present and what you make of your present will decide your future…”

What have I done to be thankful for the time I’ve been given, knowing that I can never know how much time I have left?

Have I avoided the right things? Have I let go of the right things? Have I striven with all my heart for the right things?

These are questions that must be answered….

And Time isn’t running back.